you make my cheeks so bloody rosy <33

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2008-09-02T01:39:00

2008-09-02T05:58:28Z

Alrighty... I really dont even know where to start here haha i havent written in this thing in ages.

So school starts this week and i am extremely excited. This is mostly because i havent seen people i go to school with since... well since school ended in may which is quite tragic in fact. PLUS amy is coming to salem and a couple people i work with are going there so itll be AMAZING basically. AND ive got a pretty sweet schedule:

Tues/Thurs 8-915 Financial Accounting
                      930-1045 Health and Wellness
                      1140-1 Dance Composition
                       2-315 Stage TechnologyI
Friday          12-140 Ballet 2
Online          Microcomputers in Proffessions

Soooo its sort of a weird assortment but i think itll be fun AND its a good mixture for my majors. The only thing im sort of worried about it work simply because im gonna be working 35 to 40 hours a week and with school that is going to prove quite difficult. However i love my job so its all good.

Anywaysssss... today was alright. I got up and went to the mall w/ josh and derek to get some things. Then i went to work which was surprisingly dead. That is, it was dead until about the time we were closing where OF COURSE a big money customer comes in and decides they need to make their purchase tonight. It ended up being a $18,000 saleeee! which is amazing basically. AND i ended up being there an hour and a half late doing the paperwork! No worries though, like i said, i love my job. Which is a good thing, otherwise things like that would drive me nutsssss! MHM.. Tomorrow im plannin to get up fairly early to do some cleaning, gotta get everything ready for school to start. The last thing i need is a messy place to have to do homework in. NOT HAPPENING! Then ive got work 4 to close which really isnt bad at all. Ive grown accustomed to 8 hour shifts so a 6.5 hour shift is cake! haha.

Wednesday is my little brothers 16th birthday which is extremely weird in itself. Its weird to think of him drivingg! I dont even want to think about it actually lol. Ive still gotta get his present. What do you get a 16 year old boy for his birthday? A subscription to playboy? Totally kidding.

OH! i still havent gotten my books for school, guess im just gonna wing it for the first few days haha hopefully i can get ahold of them alllll!

Ok so i guess thats all ive got to say for now! tata darlings =D

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-05-12T10:04:00

2007-05-12T14:13:10Z

"Just when the fun is starting, Comes the time for parting,
But lets be glad for what we've had and what's to come..."

The show last night was basically amazing. lol. I think it went really well even with the little mess ups. Of course i cried like a baby backstage after Mr Lowe, Ron, and Cheryl sang their song to us... Oi vey, i can not believe its here. Tonight is my last night of LEHS drama... how fucking crazy is that? It's one of those things where you know it's coming to an end but you dont believe it. I cried during Mr Lowe's prayer last night too. He just kept getting choked up and so i couldnt help it. It makes sense though, i mean there are so many of us leaving this year. I really am going to miss the drama club. Even the people i can barely tolerate, im gonna miss them. However now i must get ready and go to work because even though i feel like death, i need the money. lol. Then closing night tonight, byeee.

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-05-08T22:39:00

2007-05-09T02:43:27Z

So i went into dance tonight and i said to myself "ok, i need to keep it cool. Try NOT to cry until the end of class." I walk through the door, and out come the tears... OMG it was the saddest thing ever. I cried at the beginning of class, when i did my solo, when the other girls did their trio, when we had our little party, when we got our medals and as i was leaving... so bad. lol. But it was a good class. We took lots of pictures and stuff. And we filmed sexyback which is a fucking amazing dance. oi vey. i cant believe its almost over...

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-04-20T13:28:00

2007-04-20T17:35:52Z

So, Id say that this vacation has been pretty good. On saturday i worked all day , sunday i went to joshs and stayed the night. I dont really remember monday all that well except that my mom called to tell me that my doggy was sick. Tuesday my doggy died which upset me way more than i would have expected. But then i felt better cause i hung out with josh, sam, andy, and erin and we played games and chatted about whatever. Then Wednesday i had a stupid physical where they gave me two shots. My arm still hurts, stupid hpv shot. After that me erin josh and andy went and saw Blades of Glory. Funny movie for sure. haha. I liked it better than i had actually expected. Yesterday i actually relaxed all day. And then i came home last night for the first time since saturday lol i wasnt a happy camper. Today i have work from 4 to 10 30 and then ill have to be back there tomorrow morning at 7 which totally sucks. But hey ill be out by 10 so that works for me. The master class with the famous dancer is tomorrow too. Im pretty stoked about that. For sure.

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-03-16T23:03:00

2007-03-17T03:08:50Z

stupid best buy, stupid stupid stupid best buy. They just had to call me today and tell me that TOMORROW at 1 oclock i need to be there. Hey thanks. Way to wait til the very last minute to call me and completely ruin all the plans i had for tomorrow. Stupid stupid stupid best buy. I hate working. But at this point its like i cant live without a pay check, i dont know how i did it before. How the hell did i get through freshman, sophomore and junior year? Crazy. Oi vey. fdhsafjklasfd.

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-02-03T15:15:00

2007-02-03T20:17:05Z

I am so fucking bored right now....

i cant believe there are still 4 hours until my party...

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-01-05T22:47:00

2007-01-06T04:01:57Z

hey hey hey. Today went by pretty fast. Nothing really special happened. After school i went over joshs and hung out with him trevor and andy. Twas a pretty good time. Tomorrow i have to work from 3 to 9 30 which is like the worst shift ever. Hopefully im working sunday. I need the money desperately. My birthday is in less than a month. Im pretty excited. Its just weird cause this is seriously the birthday i have been waiting for. I'll finally be 18. Uggh adulthood. lol. Actually i just want it to be here already. Honestly i just want this school year to end so everything can change. Im really sick of my house. Im ready to leave. I dread coming home every night and the idea of being here until 3 tomorrow afternoon is driving me nuts. Im seriously thinking of any ways ill be able to keep busy. I dunno, maybe im just really overdramatic or whatever. Who knows. Regardless june needs to come fast. Of course i still need to do my applications. Cause i suck at life and all that... Im kind of freaking out considering UMass Amherst Deadline is in like 10 days and i still have to write the essay for it... damn... Anyways, midterms are starting in a couple weeks, it will definitly be a nice break from all the maddness. I mean sure the tests are hard but it means no homework for like a week, that spells out awesome to me. At least dance is going well. I am in love with the dances thus far. The opening is Get the Party Started by Pink, im not totally in love with the song but the dance is neat. Then theres this song called Life is A Celebration by Kids from Fame its awesome. Love it lots. And for hip hop theres this sexy back remix which is not exactly my style of music but the dance seems like it will be amazing. Tap is Swing with me Baby by Jessica Simpson, i love the song and the dance. Thats all i know about for now. I think im doing Nothing But A Good Time by Poison for my solo but im not 100% sure yet. We shall see. Mmm yeah.. Now that ive bored you with the details of my life ill go. lol. byebye

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2007-01-01T21:15:00

2007-01-02T02:28:18Z

Welcome to 2007!

Every year i make 3 new years resolutions. Last year i actually kept the three that i made. AWESOME. This year ive actually got more than three to keep to. Here they are:
1) Get my fucking license lol (and a car)
2) Get into the dance programs at the colleges im applying to
3) Move out.
4) Learn how to do laundry, cook, etc
5) Make sure Joshs show not only gets put on stage, but that it is kick ass.

Yeah. Heres to the new year. 5 months til graduation. How fucking scary is that?

yayy

2006-12-19T03:31:12Z

SO today was pretty much AWESOME. i love my friends. Afterschool we got the pictures done which came out positively wonderful. I am in such a good mood right now. Mhm. So the pictures basically took like 5 hours and then everybody went home except me and cassi went to joshs and looked at one of the scrapbooks. WICKED FUNNY! OMG and we compared the christmas pictures from the past 3 years and omg have we gotten better looking. THANK GOD! lol. and now im home anxiously waiting for it to be saturday so we can have the christmas party which is going to be so totally awesome!!! Im so stoked. And seriously, i am so glad we hung out today. Like i have missed everyone so much. It was awesome that we were all actually THERE and no one was missing. yayayayayay! I LOVES IT! The pictures are on my myspace if anyone is interested in looking btw. SO ummm yeah. ta ta!

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2006-11-12T22:36:00

2006-11-13T02:36:58Z

SECTION 1 - YOU
+ Known as: Jenalee
+ Born: 2-3-89
+ Eye color: green/hazel/brown
+ Hair Color: Blackish

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Fallen off the bed?: oh yeah
+ Had your heart broken?: yup
+ Had a dream come true?: mhm

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing: still in my work clothes
+ Listening to: wicked
+ What should you really be doing: showering/getting ready for bed

SECTION 4 - DO YOU...
+ Have any piercings: only my ears
+Have a cell phone: mhm

SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged: i dont remember
+ IMed: josh
+ Talked with on the phone: the picture people lol
+ Talked with in person: my moron brother
+ Text: i dont text

SECTION 6 - PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up?: a dancer
+ What comes first in your life?: josh
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: all the stuff i didnt think about all day plus all the stuff i did think about lol

SECTION 7- FAVORITES
+ Movie: Serendipity
+ Food: pizza
+ Color: pink

SECTION 8 - DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs: mhm
+ Like to walk in the rain: ew no way, then my hair gets all messed up
+ Sleep on your side: haha sometimes, other times not so much
+ Have stuffed animals: I LOVE STUFFED ANIMALS!

SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue: tongue
+ MTV or BET: cmt! thats right, country music television!
+ 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek: 7th heaven
+ Chocolate or flowers: flowers
+ Color or black-and-white photos: depends
+ Hot or cold: cold
+ Sun or moon: sun
+ Left or Right: right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend: 1 best friend
+ Spring or Fall: fall
+ Happy or sad: happy
+ Wonder or amazement: amazement
+ Serious or funny: funny

SECTION 10: FIRSTS.
+First Screen Name?: xocutedancer69ox... lol
+First self purchased CD: britney spears
+ first pet: cat
+First piercing/tattoo: ears
+First, left or right: umm.. what?

SECTION 11: Last times
+Last time you cried: yesterday, cause of a sad movie
+Last kiss?: thursday

SECTION 12: CURRENT.
+Current mood: peppy
+Current food: nothin
+Current hair: ponytail
+Current annoyance(s): oh dear..

SECTION 13: WHO...
1. Makes you smile?: josh, my friends, dancing
2. Has seen you cry?: just about everyone

SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER..
1. Be serious or be funny?: funny
2. Drink whole or skim milk?: whole
3. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: well since my parents are my enemies i guess it doesnt matter..

SECTION 15: DO YOU PREFER...
1. Do you prefer gray or black?: black
2. Lust or love?: love all the way
3. Sunrise or sunset? sunset
4. M&M's or skittles? skittles

SECTION 16: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Do you like anyone?: no, i love someone
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
3. Do you miss someone right now?: mhm

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2006-11-01T22:33:00

2006-11-02T02:33:47Z

OMG today was def my 2 year anniversary! It was such an awesome day. I love that boy so much.

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2006-07-13T00:10:00

2006-07-13T04:10:45Z

(<a href="http://pyesetz.furtopia.org/meme-3col-DeathNote.html">Click here</a> to post your own answers for this meme.) <table style="background-color: white" border=1 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=6>
<col width="33%">
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I miss somebody right now.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I don't watch much TV these days.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I own lots of books.</td>
</tr>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love to play video games.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've tried marijuana.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've watched porn movies.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I curse sometimes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.</td>
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</table><lj-cut text="it goes on...">* * * * *<table style="background-color: white" border=1 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=6>
<col width="33%">
<col width="33%">
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have broken someone's bones.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I hate the rain.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I'm paranoid at times.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I need/want money right now.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love sushi.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I talk really, really fast.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have fresh breath in the morning.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have long hair.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have lost money in Las Vegas.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have at least one sibling.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I was born in a country outside of the U.S.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I like the way that I look.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am usually pessimistic.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a lot of mood swings.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I think prostitution should be legalized.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I slept with a roommate.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a hidden talent.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a lot of friends.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy talking on the phone.   (with very few people)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love to shop and/or window shop.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a mobile phone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've rejected someone before.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I currently like/love someone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I want to have children in the future.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have changed a diaper before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've called the cops on a friend before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm not allergic to anything.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have a lot to learn.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am shy around the opposite sex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have tried alcohol or drugs before.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I own the "South Park" movie.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I enjoy some country music.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I would die for my best friends.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have dated a close friend's ex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I am happy at this moment.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm obsessed with guys.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Democrat.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Republican.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I don't even know what I am.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am punk rockish.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I study for tests most of the time.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can work on a car.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love my job(s).</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am comfortable with who I am right now.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have more than just my ears pierced.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have jumped off a bridge.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love sea turtles.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am proficient on a musical instrument.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hate office jobs.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I went to college out of state.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am adopted.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a pyro. </td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have thrown up from crying too much.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I fall for the worst people.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I adore bright colours.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I usually like covers better than originals. </td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can pick up things with my toes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I can't whistle.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have ridden/owned a horse.  (i wish!)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I still have every journal I've ever written in.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I talk in my sleep.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wear a toe ring.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a tattoo.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.  (all these work questions would be better if i actually had a job)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a caffeine junkie.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm an artist.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am ambidextrous.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have terrible teeth.</td>
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<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I hate my toes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have lived in either three different states or countries.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am extremely flexible.  (i wouldnt say extremely)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love hugs more than kisses.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I want to own my own business.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I smoke.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Nobody has ever said I'm normal.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have played strip poker with someone else before.  (not strip POKER)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.</td>
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<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can't stand being alone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have at least one obsession at any given time.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I'm a judgmental asshole.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm a HUGE drama-queen.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have travelled on more than one continent.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a Libertarian.  (i dont know what that is..)</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can speak more than one language.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I would rather read than watch TV.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I like reading fact more than fiction.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have no piercings.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I like most animals better than most people.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I own a collection of retro games consoles.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have hit someone with a dead fish.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am compulsively honest.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I dislike milk.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I obsessively wash my hands.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I always carry something significant around with me.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I do not 'get' most comedy acts.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I don't like to chew gum.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love to sing.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a custom-built computer.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've gone skinny-dipping.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I've performed in three plays.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I enjoy burritos.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I'm Irish and loving it.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I have a thing for redheads.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I am a twin!</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I sleep more than 12 hours a day.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I need more time to myself.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I wish I was more open-minded.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.  (i would totally freak)</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I download songs from the internet.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I say random things to freak people out.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white">✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Music helps me remember that I am not alone.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I think this survey is particularly long.</td>
</tr>
<tr valign=top>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I can only hate someone that I love.</td>
<td style="color:black; background-color:white"> × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.</td>
</tr>
</table></lj-cut>

The survery everyone is doing + some thoughts

2006-07-12T03:18:53Z

Best
1. Male friend: josh, unless he doesnt count cause hes my boyfriend, then i really am just not sure
2. Female friend: sam or lia

Last person you:
1. Saw: mom
2. Talked to on the phone: J.P.
3. Hugged: josh
4. Text: i cant text
5. Messaged over MySpace: Lia
6. Instant messaged: trevor maybe? i havent really been on much lately

Today
1. Wearing: light blue squart, white tanktop
2. Better than yesterday?: yesterdays outfit was cute too
3. Plans: well, i had lunch with my daddy, then went to joshs , then driving lesson # 3, and then back to joshs

Favorite
1. Number: 3
2. Color: pink
3. Season: summer

Currently
1. Missing someone: yes
2. Mood: blehscdsalfhdjask
3. Wanting: to be in a better mood/ to be out of here

Q: first thing you did this morning?
A: went to the bathroom

Q: last thing you ate?
A: a piece of french toast

Q: do you have anything bothering you?
A: of course, everything is never perfect

Q: what's annoying you right now?
A: oh dear, lets not get into it

Q: what's the last movie you saw?
A: i couldnt tell ya

Q: do you believe in long distance relationships?
A: not really

Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: yes

Q: where was the last place you went?
A: joshs

Q: who was the last person you called?
A: the driving school..lol

Q: do you look like your mom or dad?
A: my mom mostly

Q: do you have any siblings?
A: yes

Q: do you smile often?
A: yes sir

Q: do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: yes, at least i hope so

Q: choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
A: love

Q: do you wish upon stars?
A: of course

Q: are you a friendly person?
A: yes

Q: whose bed did you sleep in last night?
A: mine

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A: white

Q: when was the last time you saw your dad?
A: earlier today

Q: do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
A: i think its about even

Q: when was the last time you cried?
A: kinda earlier today , but i really cried like the 4th of july

Q: do you get angry easily?
A: fairly easily

Q: what was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
A: why can i not sleep?

Q: take any vitamins?
A: no

Q: what are you about to do?
A: take a shower

Q: what song are you listening to right now?
A: Last Chance- Cartel

Q: would you rather be single or in a relationship?
A:relatonship

Q: do you ever check your phone while waiting for someone to call?
A: yes

RANDOM

1) Are your parents married or divorced? divorced

2) Can you dance? chyea

3) What do you wear to bed? pj bottoms and a tshirt/tanktop

4) Have you ever done anything illegal? yeah

5) Are you closer to your mother or father? mom i suppose

6) Do you want to get married? yes

7) Future child's name? Connor, Peyton May, and Piper Reily

8) Do you snore? no

9) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? i dont know

10) Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes

11) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? go on a major shopping spree

12) Gold or silver? white gold

13) Hamburger or hot dog? hamburger

14) When was the last time you cried? this was already asked

15) Ocean or pool? pool

16) What's your favorite song at the moment? im not sure

17) If you could take back one thing in your whole life, what would it be? i honestly dont know

18) How long do your showers last? like 20 to 40 minutes

19) Cake or ice cream? ice cream

20) Where do you wish you were? snuggling next to josh at his house

21) Last gift you received? a picture my niece drew for me

22) Things you spend a lot of money on? i dont really have money to spend

23) Can you sing? well im told i can, but i dont think so

24) last person on your mind? josh

25) what's your least fav. chores? doggy doo cleanup

26) Favorite drink? choclate milkshakes!

27) What are your favorite shoes? flip flops

28) Do you like amusement parks? oh yah

29) Do you ride rollercoasters? yes

30) Can you touch your tongue to your nose? almost!

31) When was the last time you were in the ocean? not sure

32) Who was the last person to go to the movies with you? joshh

33) What's one thing you really hope to do this summer? get better at driving

34) Do you like to go Mini-Golfing? sometimes

35) What was the last restaurant you ate at? some restaurant in Florida

36) Do you play any sports? no

37) What were the last 3 movies you watched? i couldnt tell you

38) Are you currently fighting with anyone?well my mother, but what else is new

39) When was the last time you went to a fancy restaurant? about a week and a half ago

40) What was the last thing you bought? joshs bday present

41) What's the farthest you've ever traveled from home? mexico

42) What have you done today? gone out with dad, hung out with josh, driving lesson

43) Are you happy with your life right now? eh, not particularly

44) What's the last thing you ate? popcorn

45) What's the next important date on your calendar? july 15

46) Who last called you? mom

47) Are you afraid of the dark? yes

48) What is the most expensive thing you ever bought? i really couldnt tell ya

49) What should you be doing right now? taking a shower and going to bed

50) What number do you call most often? josh

So i get up, waste time around the house, wait until im allowed out and then i go out, usually ending up at joshs, then i come home and come on the computer til its late enough to go upstairs without too many questions being asked, and eventually i go to sleep. THEN it all repeats itself, over and over, day after day. I am out of this house as soon as i can be every day and i come home as late as allowed. And i am pissy every moment that i am here. I have no interest in my family. I have no interest in how my mothers day went or how wonderful my dear brother is. I just dont care, i dont want to hear about these things, I just want to be left alone until i can leave again. ANd as soon as i leave this place i am (usually) in a much better mood, that is, until i realize that im gonna have to come back some time. I can not wait for the next year to be over. ill be graduated and i can go far far away, or at least across the city depending on what happens. Uggh. Sorry for the rant, it just pisses me off.

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2006-07-09T16:01:00

2006-07-09T20:04:38Z

i haaaaate sundaaayyyys! they are soo boring! And it doesnt help that i WOKE UP in a bad mood today and i have to babysit tonight.. Oh dear god.. i just want to go to bed so i can wake up and it can be morning.

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2006-03-19T20:54:00

2006-03-20T02:04:23Z

THis weekend was alright. I hung out wiht josh friday night then went to my sisters for a St Patricks day party which kind of sucked but whatever. Saturday my dad came and got me and josh came with us up to NH. He could have slept over but i am an idiot so i screwed that up. It was an ok day though. Much better since he was there. TOday i drove for the first time... I almost hit a house.. LEts not even go there. I hate driving already. Then i came home and now we have the computer back in working condition. Oh how awesome. Yeah.. thats about it. Tomorrow is monday and i havent done any homework yet. uggh. Friday is prom which should be fun. I cant wait to wear my dress. It actually looks good on me. Yeah. uggh. I am in such a yucky mood. i should go before i post something i shouldnt.

you know you wanna do it!

2005-08-20T03:50:31Z

01. Comment with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-08-05T17:51:00

2005-08-05T22:06:43Z

BLAH... daddys house is oh-so boring...

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-07-31T19:53:00

2005-07-31T23:53:41Z

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in ur LJ and see you does it for you... I will!

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-07-31T19:42:00

2005-07-31T23:44:06Z

Can i have just like 5 minutes to myself? with NO interruptions? Jesus Christ!

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-07-31T18:12:00

2005-07-31T22:12:48Z

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-07-31T16:21:00

2005-07-31T20:21:45Z

I have officially started my summer reading books! woo! go me!

survey!

2005-07-26T01:25:36Z

First car: i cant drive

First time you had sex: no comment

First job: none

First screen name: it was something like CuteDancer23456 or something lol

First self purchased album: Britney Spears lol

First concert: havent been to one yet

First funeral: never been

First pet: Choco my kitty

First president you voted for: im not 18

First tattoo/piercings: ears when i was 5

First independent home: i wish lol

First credit card: me+credit card= BIG MISTAKE, i could never have one of those things

First independent road trip: none

First love: Josh

First true love: Josh

First crush: Anthony Defillipo in kindergarten

First enemy: Janet something, she was in my 1st grade class and i hated her lol

First child: nada

Who was the last person(s) you...

* talked to in person?: Mom

* talked to on the phone?: Daddy

* chatted with online?: Cassi

* shook hands with / gave five to?: Nicole i think

* hugged?: Josh

* kissed?: Josh

* missed?: Josh

* annoyed you?: i dunno..

* got angry at?: i dunno..

* cried for / because of?: my parents

* lost touch with?: i dunno really, Maybe Robbie

* regained contact with?: no one?

* had a falling-out with?: i dunno

* had a crush on?: josh DUH

* dated?: josh lol

* made you laugh?: josh

* made you think? and josh again lol

* were impressed by?: i dunno

* inspired you?: not sure

what was the last thing you...

* said?: HOLD ON

* ate?: A banana

* drank?: Sierra Mist

* tasted? banana

* heard?: music

* smelled?: the banana? lol

* drove?: ive never driven

* walked on?: the TABLE! lol actually the floor

* sat in?: well right now im sitting ony my memory box

* laid on?: JOshs bed

* wore?: black tshirt and blue capris

* read: my book

* didn't understand?: myself

* worried about?: something bad happening

* tried to ignore: ...jealousy...

...and the last...

* song you listened to?: "when you say nothing at all"

* book you read?: A Great and Terrible Beauty

* magazine you read?: SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE! WOOO!

* movie you saw?: Dirty Dancing

* TV show you saw?: Full House!

* game you played?: BAttle of the Sexes

* way you styled your hair?: ponytail!

what was the last time you...

* sang?: right now! hehe

* danced?: yesterday

* went on a walk?: earlier

* walked a dog?: like a week ago

* rode a bike?: oh god, 7th grade MAYBE

* roller bladed / skateboarded / scootered / etc?: same as above

* swam?: Saturday

* mowed the lawn?: im afraid of lawnmowers lol

* took out the garbage?: a while ago

* took a shower?: yesterday

* took a bath?: like last thursday-ish

* washed your hands?: a few hours ago

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-07-22T21:06:00

2005-07-23T01:06:29Z

IM SO BORED! ughh... can't wait for sunday...then i get to go home...

cheeks_so_rosy @ 2005-07-06T14:44:00

2005-07-06T18:46:34Z

that was the most awkward phone conversation i have ever had with my father...

quiz time!

2005-06-30T01:13:05Z

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.

You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Irish Name Is...

Juverna Blake

What's your Irish Name?

You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Your element is Light. Your heart is pure and
shining with love. You believe in the goodness
of those around you and give almost everyone a
smile. You are not the kind to hide your
happiness and tend to smile all day long, both
in and out. But when sadness hits you, you
become very devastated and may be upset for
quite some time. What you need in your life is
friends, friends who will love you
unconditionally, like you love them. But you
have a naive nature and don't always notice
when someone is trying to hurt you. Some would
say you are oblivious to mean people, which
makes you an easy target. However, your true
friends will probably be there for you and save
you. In school you are either the popular one
or the little weird one. It all depends if
"the higher people" find your caring
side irritating or not. Nevertheless, you have
a bubbly personality and are social. Big partys
may not be your thing since you want bonding
time with your friends, so slumber-partys fit
you more. You like the happy things in life and
like everyone else to be as happy as you are.
Rate and message!

What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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